2016 in a Day

"I know it gets dark, but there's always a light."

I know it's a bit early to reflect, but this year has been good.
Maybe I choose to see the good,
But shouldn't we all.
If we didn't go through obstacles we wouldn't understand what it is to appreciate,
To cherish,
To remember fondly.

This summer was a bit of a struggle,
As I've previously stated.
But I pushed through.
I kept standing up after being knocked down.
And I achieved the goal I set for myself at the beginning of this year.
How crazy is that?

Each year, in January, I write down some artistic goals I want to accomplish.
This year, my goal was to get into one show that I needed to ship my painting to.
A small goal, perhaps.
But I am terribly unsettled by not being in control of the transport of my paintings.
Well, I made it.
I actually shipped 2 paintings to 2 different shows,
In 2 different states that I've never shown art in before.
What an overwhelmingly heart-filled feeling.

Thanks goes to Emerge Gallery and Art Space in NY,
Who had an adorable show exhibiting small works of art.
And thanks goes to 311 Gallery in NC,
For honoring and supporting square artwork.

There's nothing left in this year that can bring me down.
Bring on the holidays!

Starting Fresh

I've been in a little bit of an artistic rut lately.
I saved up money and applied to 3 different art shows,
All different parts of the U.S.,
Trying something new.
My goal was to get accepted into one.
And I did.
It was perfect.
It's been awhile since I've been in a group show.
But then,
The show got cancelled.
But not just cancelled,
the venue closed.
They were transitioning to online exhibits,
Which I fear may be the future of art shows.

The opening was supposed to be today.
Instead,
I'm sitting in my studio,
Trying to start fresh,
Prepping new boards,
For new works,
Hoping for the best,
And trying to simply enjoy this time on Earth.

Being an artist requires strength,
To build yourself back up from lose,
To keep pushing forward when all you experience are dead ends,
To stay positive,
And keep creating,
Even if it's just for you,
And only you.

The Unspeakable

Do you ever feel so inspired, but can't describe it to anyone?
Your brain is bubbling over with creative ideas and projects.
Your notebook is filled with confusing half sentences based on 2 am "great ideas" jotted down hastily before diving back into bed, swimming through a sea of more "great ideas".

This is my life lately.
I have so much I want to accomplish.
So many ideas.
Good. Bad. Great. Ridiculous.
But having an idea to drive and motivate action is the best you can do for yourself.

Along with my half sentence ideas, I have several segments-of-new-paintings pictures.
So nothing much to show.

But this song basically describes all my ideas and thoughts,
Bouncing against each other,
Jittering inside my head,
Waiting to escape to paper or canvas.

Halfway through the year, and I feel so good.
Jumbled and exuberant.
But put simply, I'm good.

Better. Stronger.

This year is going to be a good one.
You have to say it,
Think it,
Breathe it,
Do it,
And own it,
To believe it.

All about stripes.

Year of the Monkey

My life has been chaotic.
Full of flavor.
Who's isn't these days?
Or maybe I just surround myself with people that love the chaos as much as I do.

This month is craziest among all other months.
I have two art shows.
It is the start of the bike season, which is HUGE for my company.
And I am travelling to Norway for two weeks.
A crazy month indeed.

Hopefully I will get to share some of my adventures on here.
For now, here are some shots of me hanging one of my shows.

Goodnight, world.
Another busy day tomorrow.